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[21 Nov 2007|09:51pm] |
What am I going to wear, what am I going to wear!!!!
Have to look good friday! Since its Black Friday, I guess ill wear black. and a pop'n red scarf. thats a maybe baby.
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[17 Nov 2007|11:37pm] |
and its annoying!!!!! ahhhhhhhhhh I put myself in serious positions (most likely work situations) and complain, ask for advice with multiple friends and cannot make a decision for myself. Oh GA how am I suppose to live a great life?! decision making is a huge impact in life, and I myself cant make them my own! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
thats my life! so if someone that lives on it guarantees a phone call with one of my make a decision question.
I need therapy.
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[07 Nov 2007|02:54am] |
I had some good strrong coffee and up at 3am, when really should be REM sleeping, i dont know if that made sense but learned it in psychology.
this is madness.
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[03 Nov 2007|02:20am] |
never felt so miserable in my life....not that I remember at some point. Tired of the unacquainted love, occasional vapid emotions. Lack of activeness thats makes my room feel discomfort and messy. I am not looking forward for this weekend, I rather just get my act together before I can spend times with friends....ehhhhh I hate theses feelings, damn hormones!
I seriously want to cry but cant! Ill just yawn, and pretend I am like Im watching the Titanic again. My sister and I might be hosting thanksgiving at our place....mmmmmmmm tofu turkey anyone?
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| why do i care? |
[09 Oct 2007|01:33am] |
why do i care so much about the internet!?
my mind is so crashed from the ice coffee i had this afternoon. My brain is fidgeting like;ooooh my gosh i have to check this, check that, go here go there.....yayayayayayaayayyayadaddadaddadaa sdhgfisdfgif.
im going to stop.
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| whoa |
[25 Sep 2007|12:56am] |
Like whoa, I was being too selfish by paying much more attention to myspace than livejournal. I honestly feel the vibe of revealing a thought, getting out! ooh man and its a huge deal that everyone dreams of having but think they dont have it. Well STOP dreaming, like youre stopping at a STOP sign. Dreams dont get you anywhere, they just stay in your mind and become an ambition, and you still day dream about it when thinking about it while you eat your meal and say "damn I'm full."
Think about, picture yourself, take risk, learn, stay positive, and dont let the negative get to you. cause it sucks being negative on youre checking account. dont trust the words that Im saying, just read and trust in youself, put your own damn words into it. Im not great and a licensed psychologists that can help your issues.
and dont be afraid of fashion.
and this is for you, young teenage fans, who like me, and check out THE Mr. ViET's photographs.
*and there is no specific general Im trying to strike at/who. Im telling you dont trust my words, look how many times i said "and."
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[28 Aug 2007|01:17pm] |
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why is there so much prevalent internet sites, such as myspace, livejournal, faceook, blogspot, photobucket, and whos knows what else is there in the internet society. Im not sure if I should switch to blogspot? I have a facebook, but hardly ever log in to update, myspace is an epidemic to millions of people. Now all these other great inventions of sites has involvment with so many people and has turn insanely to a different world. How will I meet great people in real life, when they already know they have a great life on the internet?
My husband will be attached to some hott looking internet chick because now all these websites has affected so many people, some dont realize whats left out there in our world we live upon and yet become dependent on the internet society ie, myspace, facebooke etc,. Then more, and more people become judgmental either to the people we "see" to the other we "check out" on myspace. And gosh I live upon it.
I pay attention to myself everyday, preventing to get sucked into this different world of ours, and yet spend an hour here, which I could have washed my car.
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| OH FALL |
[27 Aug 2007|09:20pm] |
Most likely all of my friend's summer is officially over. From my opinion they are either starting school or/and working. I start my semester next month which gives me some guilt for not working hard enough to find a summer job. So I completely threw away three months of sitting around, eating, sleeping, and day dreaming.
Now its heck week for me, I need to be hired ASAP, set a goal for this coming semester, and schedule time for school, work, me days, and studying days. Meaning Im cutting off my social time with friends and family.
Oh and one other thing, Im Jessica's consultannt assistant for pleasure parties. For those who want to book a pleasure party, contact me with my email:
wheresemilee@yahoo.com
must be 18 years over, invite people who are willing to purchase outrageous oustanding quality of items.
THANKS. and HELLO to the FALL!
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[10 Jul 2007|02:15am] |
Im taking summer school, and looking for a job at the moment.
I have physically transformed twenty percent of my physical appearance, for those who has seen me in person they noticed my hair and tan. Still working eighty percent of whats left, not including my personal fixed schedule, working on that as well.
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[20 May 2007|03:24am] |
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at this moment, I'm beginning to feel the pressure of my academics. My social life needs to lay for now. recovering freshman consequences is being a bitch at the same time getting done, I can imagine figuratively that my English grade will come up like a hienna shooting up from a hot fire hole; exactly from one of the scene's from the "Lion King."
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[24 Apr 2007|10:10pm] |
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he opened up the banner while I helped him hold the other side. And there with all my might I knew from that second that he was taking to long to answer. Was it because it was too big and he really couldnt read it up close? he probably didnt know what to say? or he was thinking of an excuse so he wouldnt go with me?...
"prom? Im already going to prom with a friend in San Francisco."
THE HORROR! THE HUMILAITION, THE EMBARRASSMENT amongst Everyone that was there especially his co-workers.
he hand me the other end of the banner and left. Left alone did not know how to breathe, being sunked into so many thoughts as everyone was watching me pick up the enormous banner i painted for five hours. Stephanie and Mafalda gave me a hand as I begin to walk the "walk of shame." All the boys that worked and had seen what had happen made a inconspicuous face, as if they were saying "yikes."
Having courage to ask him with everyone there wasnt shameful, I can still walk in there and prove to everyone that Im a strong girl who has the confidence to show my face rigfht after having him reject me.
A day after he had called me and left a message saying that his friends prom is after mines, and quickly said that he'd be happy to go with me. I wanted that answer right when I surprised him. Will he feel any regret now?
too bad so sad I replaced him with someone else.
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This weeks weather has been beautiful, the sun shining so bright already gave me my first tan of the year. I hope next weeks weather would be nice, which i think it may not from the rumors of grey clouds and gloomy mist *yuck*
Time for some spring cleaning saturday morning. Its going to be my last FANTASTICS visit this coming saturday. come and watch the four classes of silver creek's FANATASTICS skits and obvious over exaggerated choreography dancing, which i hate to admit =/ at the civic auditorium in down town SJ, it should be entertaining and fun.
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[25 Feb 2007|05:36pm] |
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[24 Feb 2007|12:05am] |
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Im much more active at night which is not normal for a real human being's schedule. I over slept today, started my day eating cereal to keep my energy boosted. I did my chores, fed coby and nikko, got ready with my myspace song playing, and off to work.
theres a sale at Forever21!!! winter clothes need to be GONE, spring is going to COME!
-i try to be poetic =/
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[20 Feb 2007|11:13pm] |
havent wrote in hear for a while. im catching up with cleaning the house since ive been so busy the last 2 weeks.
Did you know that your bed carries bed bugs, so its recommended to wash your bed sheets every two weeks. Sooo dont let the bed bugs bite.
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| why marilyn?! |
[12 Feb 2007|10:47pm] |
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marilyn monroe was a size 12! i believe they changed the whole size system on pants, unless the real Norma Jeane had some wide hips. Shes my hero.
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[11 Feb 2007|11:28pm] |
why is it so hard to read or study when the notes are infront of you?
Im washed into irrelevant distracting things. The environment in my room is not very friendly with what Im trying to go for right now, in general my study notes for Oedipus has not yet been read, which im getting tested on by my english teacher. I need to buy more of those study vibe scented candles. I need to buy a big one so I can have more time studying and work on my new make over and lurk around the internet so then I can have my 8 hours of good sleep according to my doctor which I last seen a week ago.
Im taking a shift on saturday for a coworker and sunday visit jessicas new apartment that Im dying to see. I hope this week comes by quick so I can at least enjoy the next week days off that I hope to get from work.
Almalitas Valentines day dinner was beautiful, everything was set to a real romantic valentines theme. my date and I had some good enchiladas with salad and sherbet ice cream with shasta for desert. Also the baby shower went out great, my zesty potatoes was package with a Cute wrap and a blue ribbon to represent my soon to become nephew!!! IT'S A BOY! which I already new a month ago. okay enough of the exciting weekend I got to study.
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[06 Feb 2007|03:05pm] |
working with barcelona soundtrack is only fun when I'm folding spring tanks. I met half of my co-workers, and met the manager of valley fair. this winter break is going to be reserved so I can cruise around during spring.
Im starting Valentines day early this coming saturday, Isaias is going to be my date at the Almalitas. Joanns baby shower should be cute, that means more food network research for me. overall getting homeowrk done and hitting the gym should get me started for real houswives of the OC tonight.
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| chef gal ar di- the fuck? |
[02 Feb 2007|10:55pm] |
I spent the time cooking smart aflredo pasta and sweet & white potato spears. Party Chicks came over and went for a taste testing, and turns out to a success. Next week I'll be going for desert called "pull apart maple pecan sticky buns."
for lunch we were going to visit java junction, went to eat fast food instead. Shared stories and ended with a quick notice on sam's mint chocolate. The word of the day is arcane-known and understood with a few shit talking vocabulary.
ex- "I hear the new student picks on her nose."
grocery list:
-apron
-more patience
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| 96.1 |
[28 Jan 2007|09:39pm] |
you probably heard Anja, and the other Bosnian model talk, Paulina and I couldnt say anything tonight. Its okay, in two months we will. One of the VJ's was hilarious, he hated the music that they chose to play for tonight.
For more of Bosnian radio talk show in the bay area, turn it to 96.1 on sundays 8.00 pm and take a chance to hear the infamous Anja Jakubovic. soon to be huge in radio celebrity.
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